By iLYd Date: 2004 Jan 17 Comment on this Work [[2004.01.17.19.11.10356]] |
Listen, Listen to the words I speak I try to listen but where is this going? Say the words that you mean. Do you want just a friendship? or Do you just want that feel good state? You want your cake and eat it too. I'm sorry dear friend That fantasy must come to an end... I love you, but each day that I retrieve home into my own little world, all I want to do is think of you. So I'm going to stop feeding the ego I feel until you can tell me exactly what's on your mind. I am so afraid to have the love I've longed for just stand and march time... But every ounce of me wants to say tell me, tell me how you really feel, do you love me? Could I make you happy? Spend more time with me? Let's see maybe you are in love with me and if you feel like I do, I need to hear it. I am afraid to let go of everything too, but I am not trully happy. I want to know more about you and could you be true, true to me? |