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By RainbowChaser Date: 2004 Jan 24 Comment on this Work [[2004.01.24.04.16.11550]] |
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Looking into the mirror I wonder what you see in me what makes you love me so much that you put yourself before me giving me your whole heart doesn't seem that difficult for you it's never been hard for me before yet somehow it is now maybe because i can sense a possible future with you i'm afraid i'm unable to defend myself everytime i feel closer, you pull away, or is it only me i'm imagining that things are worse than what they really are why because you are too good for me how can i ever hope to measure up to your standards i'm afraid of disappointing you i'm afraid of losing you i'm afraid of loving you too much and having you love me less because of it i'm afraid of what might be, and what could be and what is but you're already showing signs of disinterest yet somehow i strive to keep my head above water if only i could take your hand and you could feel my inner turmoil could you erase all the pain and show me that i have nothing to fear |