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By mandyrinorange Date: 2004 Jan 31 Comment on this Work [[2004.01.31.14.56.32742]] |
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i wanted to be okay and i am realizing that a few days on my own is no replacement for the perfection i lived with you and silly college boys with their drunken ways and their lies and their false outlook on life cannot hold a candle to the 16 year old boy i fell in love with and life keeps on going and it keeps on living and songs keep on playing and i keep on singing and i wonder when life will be better without you and reality hits its hardest when my feet are cold at night and no one knows like you do no one knows the curves of my body and i dont feel pretty anymore and this too shall pass but i wanted to be okay so quickly and i know now that 15 days of singledom is not enough to make me forget the life i led with you i miss my old happiness while i am desperately seeking the new |