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By Mysteriousone07 Date: 2004 Mar 04 Comment on this Work [[2004.03.04.12.10.29133]] |
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You caused me so much pain And you're too blind to see it Even though you realizes it You are still going at it My heart cries and burns with pain Believing in you was hard for myself Putting back my trust in you Takes so much out of me All your apologies are outside the door I can't wait my time on you anymore I haven't fallen this deep before Too many tears on my pillow Through the night, I let it all out Through the day, I'm crying inside Tears shed on my pillow I have tried to pretend As if things between us were how it was once before I have tried not to cry these tears anymore Because there's too many tears I have cried Can't say I'm selfish I am trusting my heart I know what I want And it tears you apart Do not worry about me Thinking about you My days are filled with too much to do You are the first man I ever truly loved I do not know if you will be the last You promised you won't hurt me in any way You will do the best you can To make me happy and take my problems away Won't damage the love I have for you I can not waste my time on you anymore I have fallen way too deep, deeper than I expected My love for you starts to degrade My feelings toward you begins to fall apart I see you as a different man The man I thought you could not be I have put and given my love, my heart, my soul, My everything on the line and to you And I begin to see it all starts to disappear You are taking me for granted But I am not going to let you keep on going Because one day you won't even know How good you got it until you have lost it The words you tell me Begins to lose its meaning I do not get that same feeling I used to Whenever I hear you tell me you love me The words that comes out of your mouth I can not trust fully nor believe For I only have a little bit of But I have some doubts Because it will happen over and over again Back to square one I won't place myself in that position But for some reason, I can not separate Myself from you I still let myself go through these I am a fool for staying but I am still here Because I still LOVE YOU Now whether I go or you go Or if I stay or you stay I still be loving you anyway But I know that I just can not stand the pain |