By Ali
Date: 2004 Mar 22
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This Ache of Fallen Ash

The end--
Such finality
In passing, a lingered sound
Of a bell that has long since tolled--
Whispering hearts that once were screams,
Interwoven passion and anger.
Jade jewelry falls to floor, a shadowy
Wind-chime realization
Of a heart, in denial.  It's gone--
A notion to easy to recognize
And yet so difficult to believe.
When did it all become
One word too many,
One kiss too few,
One touch too absent?
It's plain to see, but I
Just didn't feel it, or I
Didn't want to feel it.
I admit it, yes--
I was never to sure of myself,
But I was always sure of you.
It's no matter now,
Because this is the moment
Just after the end,
And it looks like I'll
Have to begin again, far away
From this ache of fallen ash--
But no, I won't forget
Your face, and the way
We used to just be, together.
Sometimes the good just disappears,
Leaving a residue to be remembered,
Composed of all the things
Hid behind tired eyes;
Goodbye--because I can't say it,
Though I feel it more
Than you may ever know.