By Mysteriousone07
Date: 2004 Mar 22
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[[2004.03.22.22.31.2357]]

Numb

No emotions
No feeling of sadness
No more crying
No more caring and loving
No feelings of pain
No feelings of enjoyment
For the things I once did
But I'll carry on with NOTHING
But NUMBNESS inside of me

I still feel you there
I still love you
I still know you're there
And I know you still care
And is still in love with me
But right now
I just don't really care
Because I feel nothing
I feel numb

My love was crushed in two
My heart was broken in two
I felt I wasn't good enough
After I gave my all
I was happy
Until you took that away from me
But I don't feel anything
But pure numbness

You can go ahead and
Play your mindless games on me
And I won't feel a thing
But I know deep down
It is pouring rain
Trying to get back up on its own two feet
But feels defeated and helpless
Nothing I do or say
Can convince you that everything
Will turn out okay

Don't know if you'll ever come back
If you chose not to
You gave up on yourself
For I thought you were stronger than that
And you know I never gave up on you
You gave up on the love you have
The love you have for me

My mind is full of words
Meaningless words
My heart feels nothing
Because it felt like it got stab by a sword
You can show me that you don't care
You can show me that you don't loveme
But it won't do you or me any good
For I have no feelings to feel
At least the way I used to

Because you left me with NOTHING
I feel NOTHING
But pure NUMBNESS


Note:  Written two weeks ago. Now don't think or take this the wrong way. You know who I'm talking about. And don't get all mad as well.