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By silly gurl Date: 2004 Apr 25 Comment on this Work [[2004.04.25.16.31.3016]] |
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i'm sitting here by the river alone watching the water tumble through and around the ice ponder how, on suck a warm day, the water and sun doesnt melt the blue ice away i don't think i've ever seen the waterfall in the winter but i can instantly recall every minute spent having meandered over the paved path between the dotted trees, croaning ducks and gease in the warm summer evenings full of mosquitos embracing him at the end of the path on the floating dock below the bank and ladder watching the fish jump through ripples and sillowets walking the dimly lit path below the bridge as they strolled hand in hand unwittingly being watched with our wandering eyes mostly after work he'd come to meet me on the splintery dock we'd eat our take-out on the fuzzy blanket thrown hastily over the wood dipping up and down gently staring out into the dusk simply to be close to one another it puzzles me now, that although i remember holding hands i can not recall if kisses were given here i did wrap my arms around him and brush my ckeek against his but how often did i tell him "i love you" outloud or casually show affection around others to show him i was not affraid Even though i want to remember every second, i believe its been too long. |