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By Mysteriousone07 Date: 2004 May 01 Comment on this Work [[2004.05.01.00.39.14615]] |
| Every night, I cry myself to sleep. Sometimes I cry all night and forgetten to go to bed that I cry my eyes out until morning. I lose sleep more often now. I get out of bed feeling weak, having a headache, my eyes swollen like I was beating myself up, and end up feeling so exhausted at school. My mind is completely off from what I am doing at them moment. I can't think straight. I'm ditching class because I'm thinking about lots of things. I'm thinking about something that I care about and when I think about it it hurts. That I just find myself crying out of nowhere and hide my face away so noone can see. By the end of the day it's still the same. When he actually calls I feel great but then it ends up turning into hell. I end up feeling like shit all over again. Feeling like I'm nothing to him bcuz I'm JUST a girlfriend. The words I feel it's wrong for someone to say that to the one you are with. But I'm not sure why that is. I'm so stressed out and I feel like if I don't take care of this I might end up being in the hospital. |