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By iLYd Date: 2004 May 08 Comment on this Work [[2004.05.08.22.43.25112]] |
| Tonight's little gathering was too much for me. I have obviously given too much effort to a seemingly no end situation and in turn have completely managed to mess myself up. You could have stayed; the excuse of the vehicle was a total cop out and ok you were tired, I too had gotten up early and the fact that you said you would call and you didn't well that's another story. You could have at least sat down,relaxed,talked,fell asleep, hell I didn't care. All I wanted to do was be with you. JUST YOU! We could have even gone somewhere else. Words cannot express how I am feeling right now. I'm angry and it hurts. You don't have a clue about me? Do you. Perhaps you thought this was all a game? I am so stupid to have thought we had something, something that could have been quite special. I just wish you could see it too. Let me tell you something, I would go anywhere and do anything possible for you. This is NO GAME and there's no mistake about how I feel, but without one plus one, you can't arrive at two! |