By Mysteriousone07
Date: 2004 May 20
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16th of May

May 16, 2004
Was the most painful day
I ever encountered
You have no idea
How much pain I went through
I didn't know what to do
Didn't know who to turn to
I could hardly breathe
When you said those words
Those words I thought I will never hear
Coming out of your mouth

A life has been taken away from me
The love my heart felt
Has been stripped away
By the one person I thought would never do
Now I'm left with nothing

What am I supposed to do?
Live the life I don't have
Pretend to be happy
When I'm falling apart
And dying inside
Just carry on as if things will get better
When altogether
Each day I think only of my pain
And how my love was not good enough
When I felt it was

I go through the day
Trying to pull myself together
Put on a face for everyone to see
Make believe nothing's wrong
Deep down my thoughts they don't know
For I hide everything from within

I only wanted you
To be with you, love and take care of you
But you went up and left
Leaving me in such tremendous pain
A pain I want to get rid of
Knowing only one way to do so
But I'm not, for the sake of you

I can't believe you're gone
I can't believe we're done
What did I do wrong?
Where did I go wrong?
I proved my love to you
I thought I was enough
All I ever wanted was to be love
But you're not around no more
I just wanted to be with you

The love I have I can't explain
No one understands nor realize
This love I hold for you
I don't think you see it either
If I can't have you
I don't deserve to be with anyone else
Know this love and heart is only for you
I hope you know what to do