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By Just and Only me Date: 2004 Jun 17 Comment on this Work [[2004.06.17.23.13.24146]] |
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You said you would write me an e-mail to say what you couldn't say over the phone, but I never got an e-mail. Believe it or not I checked my "inbox" almost every twenty minuets because I wanted you to have written me. So badly did I want to know how you were feeling and what you thought about the situation. I wasn't the one in the wrong this time, so don't try to blame anything on me. If there wasn't something to hide then I wouldn't have found it, and I would have never have known. But fact is, I found it all, or at least I hope that there is no more. Cause I don't know if I could handle anymore betrayal and hurt right now. Don't get angry, just admitt and as for forgiveness, if you are sorry, and if you aren't sorry then what...where would that leave me. Part of being a real man is admitting one's mistakes and fixing it. You wrote it, "tell me what you want and I will fix it." Weren't those your words. So do that now. Fix it. Where do you want us to go, what do you want us to be. It is 10:08 pm now and no phone call, no e-mail. Should I take that as you don't care. Or what? I don't know what all this means... I know I love you, I love holding eachother at night. Kissing, spooning, making love...that is my home, my place. I know that you love me. The way you kiss me on the forehead and whisper "I love you with all my heart." The way you want me, so badly that you can't stand it sometimes. We have been through so much together, for three years now, and we are still together. So... Where does this all leave me... Where does this leave you... Where does this leave us... |