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By The Rocket Powered Vampire Submitted by RocketPoweredVampire Date: 2004 Jul 01 Comment on this Work [[2004.07.01.22.50.17441]] |
| I hate this world today....I hate the journey, I hate being only a brother to you....the you....god I hate,she said to me not even a friend 4 years only a brother. Damn all the times we laughed the times when you were sad hadn't you a clue only a friend gee golly gosh gosh gosh thats why I liked you so much I just gave to much but got nothing I covered it up with jokes of deceit and lies. I fucked you the first day I meet you! Even pulled your fucking hair! I hate you today.Tomarrow I wont love you, you the you of maybe, the maybe of tomarrow, the next day of Sundays I can feel the pain and grief of yesterdays yesterday. I want to be still and hold you like if friends can hold? But somehow brothers cant? I blame the sex over and over and over again and again. When will you ever learn? When will I....ever learn? Never knows best..... When I hurt when will you be there for me? |