By eyeseemsocalm2all
Date: 2004 Jul 10
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Is Love Meant for Me?

I lie in bed at nite and think
Where is love when it comes to me?
I see others happily holding hands
I hear my best friend talking excitedly about her man
But-what can I brag about?
The fact that have no one special in my life,just certain guys that I call on certain nites when i need certain thrills...and then i have no one in the end to hold me tight?
I don't have passionate love stories where my man looks me dead in the eye and whispers-"I love you".
Instead I have lonely nites,holding my pillow tight,
dreaming up the epitome of my perfect man
Some say I'm too young to want to be in  love
"You're 18,experiment,have fun while you can!", they say.
But if I do that-when will I notice the day when its time to settle down...to actually get to know whatever love I've found?
Sometimes I honestly cry,thinking love is going to pass me by.
That I'll never ever have a soulmate,that i'll always be alone.
And then I dry my eyes,thinking one thing-that sometimes somethings are just meant to be...
And then I lie in bed and continue to think...Is love meant for me?