By jwb71913
Date: 2004 Jul 14
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Reflections

I was nineteen she was twenty
We were so sophisticated
No food, but books aplenty
We felt so educated

We talked of love and lit
Went everywhere together
But when it came down to it
There was no more weight than a feather

At twenty four on the church rail
Of Iglesia de San Pedro
I swore a love that couldn't fail
But we left it on the disco floor

At thirty I found comfort in
A woman some years younger
We played at house and children
And ignored our youthful blunder

When holding on to nothing
Became more than I could bear
I took the child and left the ring
To reclaim my savoir faire

Though Cyrano hid under trees
To speak his words of prose
I chose websites such as these
My glasses perched on nose

I hid behind my glowing screen
A glib and clever man
Spewing empty words of love
As if vomiting in a trash can

I wrote of love and pain and sorrow
Became master of my fate
Then thrashed in bed until the morrow
Struggling with my hate

Four years four months I'm single now
I sure don't see that changing
Still tugging on a garbage scow
Still sorting and arranging

Once I wrote of current loves
But now they're all behind me
I'm going out into the world
This monitor will blind me