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By spirial Date: 2004 Oct 21 Comment on this Work [[2004.10.21.14.05.22647]] |
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Laughter ghostly wells slow within Deep inside laughter fills the pain Normal may I call myself Never... nor wish of the same For what do you know to be me Or understand what it truly is to feel pain For I do laugh at all of what you thought you felt As I laugh at what I feel as the same And of fear or hate you dreamt you knew Wallow for a time within mine Think that then you might understand that word Shame You think you know what this is about And hurt within for what you think I don't understand of you Yet truly know I do For within your words I have seen Your heart slow twist again Simply put I have seen Of beauty and caution Of hurt of regret of love what beats so very strong of one who has hurt for so long for nothing more than perception how you wish to perceive reality reality is what you beat your head upon what fills ones arms with warmth through the night not what so much one believes but simply put only what one can feel this is reality or so I perceive as I laugh again within my mind my own love too far away my own far too far away |