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By courtney Date: 2004 Nov 13 Comment on this Work [[2004.11.13.23.45.19735]] |
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There wasn't much to take whem he left- our time together was brief, but more meaningful than anything I ever jumped into. He knew about my past- the drowning the desperation etched across my palms from struggling with the rope tied to my hopes that always frayed beneath my grasp... And still he failed to see the faith he revived how I came alive just from his presence- He will never know the power he had on me. i have always been uneasy- Have always hid under a blanket with vibrant patches of insult and behind the scenes abuse stiched with betrayal.. And I trusted him with it all surrendered to the thought that he was an acception- but he twirled the loose threads around his finger and unraveled me inch by inch... Once again im not enough once again its my faults that destroyed a chance- I am too needy to domineering I want what i want when i want it- but who doesn't???? He says my expectations are too high- when all i really need are strong arms a chance some patience some acceptance a match to give me light when I can't see whats ahead of me |