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By angieubaldo Date: 2004 Nov 23 Comment on this Work [[2004.11.23.02.45.14211]] |
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When you told me you loved me tonight on the phone, I didn't know what to say. I told you not to because it makes me feel bad when I don't say it back. And then you told me, "You should always say nice things before you leave because you don't know if it will be your last chance." And in that moment, I knew I loved you. And every part of my being wanted to tell you. To tell you that you have changed me for the better, breathed life into parts of my soul that I had thought died a long time ago. I never thought I would be where I am today, I accepted a long time ago that no one would ever complete me again. But all I could say was goodbye, and that I will see you soon. Maybe one day I will get the courage to treat you how you deserve to be treated. To love you how you love me. To open myself up to you, and really let you in, into that place where you can never leave without me dying. Hopefully tomorrow I will get another chance... |