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By Corinna Date: 2004 Dec 02 Comment on this Work [[2004.12.02.11.09.23417]] |
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Why do you do this to me? You can never just come out and say what it is you really want. First you want "just friends", so I do "just friends". Then you start with your sexual innuendos and advances. So, I figure, 'ok, well maybe he wants more', so I once again give myself to you. Everything was going so smooth. You finally opened up to me about what happened last year and why you just left me stranded before Christmas. It meant a lot to me that you cared enough this time to apologize and explain. But now why do I get hints of jealousy in your actions and words? You told me you didn't want anything serious, once again, so I'm not asking for anything serious. I'm not going to chase you like I did last time. I'm not going to sit around waiting for your call. I'm not going to jump every time you expect me to. You love your independence and I can appreciate that. So, what's the problem? I think you can't stand the fact that I'm not all about you this time. I think you were expecting the opposite. Well, I have news for you. I'm not putting myself out there again for you to knock me down and stomp on my heart. If it's something more that you want, you need to say it and stop being scared. I'm not going to be the one to hurt you again and not all women are psycho. We may have tendencies here and there, but in reality, all we really want is somebody to care for and someone to care for us in return. So, why don't you just swallow your pride and give it a try? I'm tired of the head games and how you don't get me. What's not to get? I'm just giving you what you want, but I guess it's not enough. So, why don't you take time and think about it? Because I'm getting dizzy from spinning around in circles with you. I either want to know my destination or get off this ride. 12/02/04 |