By Ali
Date: 2004 Dec 11
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Due and Undue Time

I slipped, then--
I almost said too much,
Backwards reeling
From a shadow touch:
A heart that was ever only
Just a dream.
I almost misspoke,
Told your dream to another Ghost,
A hero crusading as my friend--
He just wants to protect me,
And it's funny how the roles
Reverse themselves
In due and undue time, hesitating
Only in the instant of expression,
Eyes that say goodbye
When lips that once were kissed
Can offer no reason.
It is an unmourned death, void
And bereft, missing
The White lilies and the Music--
Only I am here now, slipping
Through the cracks of subtlety,
A kind of untested Wonderland
Of fallen experience.
Strange, how lovers can become secrets,
Intimate amid the undercover
Disguise--hiding like a lark,
In view of every eye.  I almost
Said too much, but bit down
Upon my soul, smiled,
And did not say "I love him."