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By iLYd Date: 2005 Jan 07 Comment on this Work [[2005.01.07.22.17.3573]] |
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The time has come to completely rethink my situation in which I live in. All could be mended. All could eventually work out. Finding the right time to complete this journey I feel is now. I strive to please others, to help when needed, always be indispensible to those I love, however only one slight problem remains, what about me? There's no time for me. I have got to make time for me. I am doing that right now though. Quite time, writing, thinking, writing, thinking. Totally about to go crazy thinking about a certain someone though, but oh why fret! If something were possibly going to happen, I guess it would have happened by now. Then I ponder this thought, thinking wait, give it more time, give it your complete attention, I have. Has time ran out? I try and try to conceive the idea that just maybe he'll come to me. Just maybe he'll say wow, ya know, I really do like you and let's just maybe give life together a try. New life, new meaning, new everything. Scary though uh? Yeah, scary indeed. I truly wish I could figure him out. I truly wish I could spend time beyond the everyday hustle and bustle to finally take in a movie or go hiking or perhaps take a drive, anywhere, any place, just get in the car and GGGOOO... Why, why, why... NOT.... Rambling 101, wow I feel better. I wish I could just reach out right now and hold your hand... |