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By JD Date: 2005 Feb 04 Comment on this Work [[2005.02.04.09.43.14722]] |
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All along I thought she was your mistress the girl that stole your heart away from me I see pictures of the two of you with that stupid haircut of yours that I completed hated but remember so clearly in my head because I made fun of you for weeks And I see that she has pictures of you with the same haircut in the same park you used to take me to Holding you the I way I hold you and it makes me think that I'm bulimic because I keep throwing up so much But I'm not. I eat too much chocolate. Yet there you are, playing like two teenagers, even though you're grown and oh God you even have a kid And I hate her for having the life I've always wanted. I hate you for giving her that life when all along, you promised me the same things. When all along I thought I saw love in those eyes, I was merely hanging onto a love that was never mine. When all along I thought you were the man of my dreams the real mistress in your life was, sadly, me. |