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By wolfscreamer Date: 2005 Mar 04 Comment on this Work [[2005.03.04.18.52.25814]] |
| After all these years I find myself in a scenario that gives me tingles yet terrifies me.For too long I have lived in the past and wasted almost half of my life hanging on to a dream that would never become reality again.Now I find myself in a situation I have no idea how to deal with.My work has taken me far from home for almost half a year and someone has fallen in love with me.I have spent the small hours of the morning watching her sleep,been amazed at how she can mess up a bathroom just washing her hair,got pissed off when I make her coffee and it goes cold and annoyed when I have to go to work and she is still admiring herself in the mirror.I have woken and been scared witless to find her staring at me sleeping,I have laughed at her amazement at me shaving,I have been moved to tears at the simple gifts she has given me,I have been dragged around stores on a Sunday afternoon (no man should go through this).I have lost myself in the softness of her skin as I held her at night and I know I will miss her forever. |