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By iLYd Date: 2005 Mar 10 Comment on this Work [[2005.03.10.20.19.8689]] |
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But until then...what you finally get that until then will always be you. Obvisously you feel close to me, but not close enough to make a change. I want more than sex, and you say, that's too bad, that's pretty harsh some would say, some may even say why would you care for someone who returns thoughts that way. I sometimes wonder myself, but the same answer always reigns, I love you, and I feel that when we are together, inside that tough exterior you always try to maintain, beats a true believer in love and trust and hope and dreams and emotion and intimacy. I know because I feel it, I know because the eyes do not lie, I know because it's true, you are not always the business guy, sometimes the guard comes down and the true you comes through. I love all of you, I love everything about you. I want to learn your every hang-up, every flaw, every maddening thing that drives you crazy. I want to really know you. I worry though that I may not be what you expect. Do I think you could be totally with one with me? I do, I do because my heart doesn't lie, and the way I can never remain mad too long at you, tells me that it will last until then...now the hard part begins...you...could you last until then? I guess we'll both just have to sit back, hold on and just enjoy the ride...it's been a helleva alot fun so far...I just hope you will stay on this merry-go-round...until then...though life is not always a bed of roses...I would love to sort through all the thorns with you, until we are called home...until then iLYd |