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By iLYd Date: 2005 Mar 15 Comment on this Work [[2005.03.15.21.40.8502]] |
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Our time together makes me happy... I love everything that I know about you The only thought I have now is that I want all of you Hard for you to understand? Shall I draw a picture? Perhaps on a napkin.... Situations have always put us together in times and places of expect ability, most of our times together has been never completely without cause. Does this make me happy? Yes, because I'm with you, and no because circumstances has always controlled the atmosphere, though I love all my time with you, I need to be with you without cause, without a workable reason...even our walk on the trail, I felt somewhat out of sync with you, I really wanted to feel close, like apart of what I want you to feel too, I know friendship is definitely something to totally treasure, don't get me wrong, I do, I just so wanted and want you to feel that connection and I didn't feel it...I was sadden by the lack of it...perhaps I have no right to need it...but I do... I would love just to be your feel good person, help when needed, just be there when no one else can/could be...but...I fell, I've fallen and my heart at this very moment is being stretched into all directions, when in reality it only wants to go one way...Thanks for being my friend...you have lots of friends I know, but none like me I'm going to guess, at this time in your life...but...maybe it's time to join the ranks and put my heart back up on the shelf...though you know that's not where I want to go...I'm open to suggestions...lend a solution to my situation, I would love for it to be our situation...I want to hear it... I would and I'm ready, to take my heart to another level with you, with every new change, comes new experiences...make US apart of the new change...make US apart of the new experiences...she loves you...love her back...she needs you...why not tell her you need her too... |