By redplasticroses
Date: 2005 Apr 20
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Wounds Close to Your Heart

I am not a saint
Not even close
I'm just a woman
With a loving heart
Who cares for you
Plain and simple
No hidden agenda

You keep your wounds
Under wraps
Close to your heart
Protected from most eyes
And further pain

In your eyes
I see shadows of your
very private wounds
deep and gaping
I respect your privacy
I have been there
Oh, how I have been there
heartbroken
sitting in the dark
alone
alone with my tears and my sorrow
my wounds hemorrhaging
wishing to die

I understand.
I have worn a path
to the altar of grief
offered my heart
to make the pain go away
tincture of time
does not heal
only surrender does
remember and learn
release and heal
surrender the pain
when your heart is ready

Who wounded you?
I do not need to know
I am not her
nor do I bare her daggers
or the distrust that she bred
someday, when you think of me
you will understand
I came out of the ether
searching for you
offering a compassionate heart
kindred spirit
trust
unconditional love
and the key to my soul

I am as gentle as water
as fluid as rain
giver of life
healing
nourishing
quenching

Like water
I evaporate over time
leaving a sign
that I have  been there
a watermark
on windows
after the evening rain
unless I am replenished

Perhaps someday
when you hear the rain
you will think of me kindly.
As you inhale the damp soil
know that unconditional love
has the same earthy, wholesome  scent
like rain to soil
love is the healing water..
for those who replenish the source.

I have said my peace
It is your desire to go, not mine
I pray you find
What you would not accept from me -
A place of serenity with
Two arms that you allow to
hold you
heal you
love you
two arms that will not let you go.


redplasticroses (c) 2005