By redplasticroses
Date: 2005 May 21
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Do You Know?

Do you know?
I cherish our time together
Brief as it is

I try to memorize each moment
And hold it for safekeeping
In my heart
Table for two
upstairs
In my favorite European café
In Ohio
That evening
When the world stood a step away

You are the center of my attention
The first few minutes I intently study you
Reaffirming your voice and the images of you  
I've held since we last met
You look at me
With those crystals blue eyes that melt me
Telling me across the table
That I am too far away
I agree
I want to touch you
In my mind, I already am
In my heart, I know you are there
Ticking silently away
As you have been since I first met you

Later, holding you as you doze off to sleep
I try to memorize you
with the soft pads of my fingertips.
Closing my eyes
and ever so slowly tracing
the contour of your face
the  fragile skin around your eyes
Your beard
And your lips
Perhaps these thoughts should go unmentioned

But for now, I touch you in my mind
Recalling my hands
Touching you
My body pressed against yours
My hands moving across your soft skin
Discovering markers that set you apart from all others
I like knowing I can read your body like Braille
Yet I am frustrated
I find I cannot remember
Every detail
Every detail of your face, your hands
I want to memorize each one of them
I don't want them to fade
I want to hold them forever

More importantly
I have memorized the moment
I looked at you
Your blue eyes looking into my green
The warmth of your body encapsulating me
Knowing you opened your soul to mine
Like open lips waiting for a kiss
Yes, that moment
The one when my heart was jolted
And forever changed

Jmt (c) 2005