By spiritwic
Date: 2005 Sep 15
Comment on this Work
[[2005.09.15.21.46.16447]]

Regrets

Sadness
remorse
I wanted to call
but you're unpublished
funny, so am I
but not for long
will you recognize me
when I hit the big time?
you can say
I knew her when...
when what?
when I was so desperate
for affection
I would ignore the
rules of the game?
when I was so
wrapped up in make believe
I would not believe
the truth of the pain?
I cried you out of my head.
I talked you out of my heart.
I buried you deep in memory
knowing full well
I could only run so far.
That time is etched into my soul.
You were only a play date,
how did you infect me so?
7/18/04