By darby
Date: 2005 Sep 19
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[[2005.09.19.21.03.30902]]

I shouldn't be allowed.

  After having that many drinks I shouldn't be allowed to talk.  Especially not to ex-boyfriends of two weeks who now have new girlfriends.  I shouldn't be allowed to tell them all my secrets, tell them exactly how much I miss them and how jealous I am of their new girlfriends.  I shouldn't be allowed to say that I wish I would have done things differently.  I shouldn't be allowed to sleep next to that same ex-boyfriend.  But what I really shouldn't be allowed to do is answer phone calls from ex-boyfriends after 2 am.  And ex-boyfriends shouldn't be allowed to call me.