By musicalduck
Date: 2005 Oct 10
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[[2005.10.10.23.09.10812]]

Hah

I'm laughing at myself now for calling that love
It was far from it
It was dependency
Fear
Regret
Anything but what you would call love
The fact that I needed him
To make myself happy
And I was just too afraid of lonliness
And not having anyone
I made him my life,
And in the end I lost my life
But I'm slowly getting it back
Regrouping
And finding out who I really am
So maybe now I can really find out what love is.