By sassy Date: 2005 Oct 30 Comment on this Work [[2005.10.30.08.24.9027]] |
"I'll die if you leave me." Isn't that what lovers say? I confess, I thought the same but I find that I am far from dead, and you are gone. In fact, I am painfully alive. I feel the protracted passing of each moment, I stack them up into long, empty hours. I feel each breath as it inflates my aching chest. I feel every swallow over the lump in my throat. Every motion, every sound is amplified every thought beats a tattoo of memory your name echoes in my mind. It feels like I will be blocked here in anguish, forever. after a time, I will find that I begin to miss you less and less each day. The wound will heal over and while there may be an ugly scar there will also be release from this. |