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By Irongirl Submitted by Irongirl Date: 2005 Dec 08 Comment on this Work [[2005.12.08.23.29.26941]] |
| I'm tired of defending my territory, my stake, my shred of you in my life. Take it. It's not as important as I thought it was, it seems. Turn out the light. Let me save what chance we have left of knowing each other 6 months from now. And that means going away for a while. I need to get over you. I need to not want to hold your face in my hands and kiss your wonderful lips. I need to not want to wake up and hold you next to me before the light of dawn peaks into the room. Because every glance I have of you right now tears me apart over and over again. Because I didn't just love having a boyfriend, I loved having YOU as my boyfriend. I will miss our clever banter. I will miss our hand holding. I will rightly miss the most amazing sex of our lives. I will miss your sweet care and concern you once had for me. And in the end, I will move on, but I will never forget. You have stained my memory with so many wonderful drips on the canvas. I miss you so much tonight. I love you even more. But I'll wake up tomorrow a bit further along... |