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By darby Date: 2005 Dec 28 Comment on this Work [[2005.12.28.23.19.2322]] |
| I'll sleep with the lights on tonight. Darkness brings only images of you. So i'll stare at the dresser and the door and the poster on the wall. I'll try to close my eyes and not see your face. i'll try to lie in this bed and not remember the last time you were in it. I won't look at my cell phone waiting for you to call. I told you I never wanted to hear your voice again and I'm pretty sure you believed me. I will resist the temptation to send you a cute and clever text message. One that would show you how not mad I am. But I'm hurt so bad and burnt so deep that pretending is useless. And you'll see right through my rouse. I will lie and tell everyone how over you I am. I will go on dates and even kiss other boys just to prove it. And even though I'll probably cry the whole way home from every one of them, I won't let anyone see. Because the truth is I need you so bad I feel broken all over without you. |