By sassy
Date: 2006 Jan 26
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Survival

You told me once
how you came to be
the man you are today
insecure
easily startled by
excess of emotion.
How your father
would hit
until you stopped crying
and you learned to stay
still as stone
in the face of pain
(men don't cry).

This is why
I never know when I hurt you.
or when you're afraid.
You disappear inside yourself
your eyes impassive.
I want to comfort you
and you can't ask for comfort.
I want to reach you
you can't be reached.
I want to make it all right
for you to feel
I want you to be safe
with me.

Old habits die hard
mechanisms of survival
even harder.