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By maria perez Submitted by mariaperez Date: 2006 Mar 09 Comment on this Work [[2006.03.09.19.40.27130]] |
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I said it was over I made it clear My decision was final after fifteen years He loves me sincerely I own his heart but I chose to move on I chose a fresh start Why did I fight him? He said he could change I ran from his affections constantly, everyday What's up with me? What's wrong with my head? He offers love unconditionally but I suffer instead I tell myself it's over I tell my self it's clear My decisions always final yet I hold him so dear He leaves me no room No space in my heart to love myself instead of him He rips me apart Why not fight him? Why not run away? Fight the desire to love him before it's too late What's up with me? What's wrong with my head? I'm told I deserve better but I suffer instead Will it ever be over? Will it ever be clear? A contrast of two men who bring me to tears I opened that door The one in my heart to lock up the pain I won't let it depart I can't fight anymore I cannot run away I'm just lonely inside Constantly, everyday What's up with me? What's wrong with my head? I deny myself happiness to suffer instead |