By average philly chic Date: 2006 Mar 19 Comment on this Work [[2006.03.19.13.39.17246]] |
Dear Tigga- i apologize for lyin i apologize for slowly but surely gettin you out of an emotional shell that u seemed so comfortable in...only to leave you out in the cold with no reasons for the way that you felt feeling confused as to why i would show up in ya life and then... disappear. without a trace. without a call. i apologize for setting up dates and not showing up giving lame excuses time after time knowing that you would continue to be bothered with me i apologize for actually seeing you and not speaking at the movies. on south street. maybe even at the gallery. i know u dont care but i feel that i have to let this out for ME. i did have intense feelings for you and i never knew why i guess your secretive ways had me intrigued the thought that i could have been your chic made me so happy but i fucked it all up because of my own insecurities. now im at school...and i'm ready to be in a relationship and out of all the people that i've hurt-you were the only one that really stood out in my mind i feel that i should apologize for wasting your time and for hurting you...for making you put your guard up towards love one more time. my only hope is that you will forgive me *average Philly chic* |