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By average philly chic Date: 2006 Mar 28 Comment on this Work [[2006.03.28.02.58.4673]] |
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what if i had put down my guard and trusted you what if i had listened to others when they were tellin me i'd never find another like you what if one day,i would have called you and told you i'm sorry and that i want you...better yet; need you in my life... what if i made that call today? what if we had finally gotten together? would we still be together now what if i had given myself to you...all of me with no boundaries,excuses from my past or secrets? what if i told you i hurt from hurting you...and that the only way to stop the pain was to finally be with you what if i told you that i'm not happy because i've been with all the wrong ones...when you-the right one was around for so long? what if i was her? would there be a difference in how you act? in how you look at life? in how you envisioned love would be? damnit what if i said even after all this damn time that i've thought about you constantly and hated the fact that im not with you? what if i told you that although i SERIOUSLY want to be happy for you because you've moved on...i CANT...because i still see me with you... what if i asked to have one more damn chance? what if i told you that over time i've learned that nobody has ever had me so intrigued by the way they carried themselves the way you did... what if i told you that i honestly miss just sittin on the phone breathin...or listenin to u watch 'one tree hill' what if i told you that i still remember what u told me about your favorite disney movie(and told me to never tell a soul) what if i told you i miss you callin me "chic" eventhough i acted as though i hated it ..what if i told you that i love you...and that i have no intentions of stopping ...i have to accept the fact that it wouldnt matter. |