By musicalduck
Date: 2006 Apr 23
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I can't wait until I'm ready

     I could tell you all the corny lines, and how you and I are meant for each other. Or I could just come out and say it. But you already know. You can see it in my eyes, and we're both waiting for the other one to say it. Not to sound conceited, but I can have you whenever I want you. Though I may jinx it, you'll always be there. Maybe that's why I'm dragging this out. I want to make sure it's right. I guess they say third times the charm. Well, I really want to make sure it works out this time. Why woudn't it, though? We keep coming back to the same spot. We both want the same thing. Yet, I'm the stubborn one pushing it back. I can't do it right now, bad timing, I don't have feelings for you. Lies is what all of that is. I don't want to do this anymore, but I have to. I need to figure myself out before I can figure us out. Maybe I'm wrong about all of this and we'll never see eachother again, but I doubt it. We've gone months without speaking and the minute we do it was as if we never left. I'm running out of time, pushing my luck, and just hoping you're still there when I'm ready for it. You will be, won't you?