By hadley
Date: 2006 Jul 17
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Paralyzed with Reality

I cannot breathe.
I knew you were leaving...moving on,
Letting go.
But, when I came home from work
And
The drawers were empty...
I became paralyzed with reality.
Love is love.
There is no in between for me.
You're moving on so "I can have a better life"
Because you are "meant to be alone".
But, "you love me more than anything"...
THAT I just canNOT comprehend.
I used to be afraid of love...
And then,
There was you.
You changed me.
I wish I was the girl from long ago...
Strong and independent...
Cuz THAT girl would've put your clothes
On the lawn
And taken the keys
(to your car)...
And told you to
"Go to Hell"
After you asked if we could still be friends
When you still haven't given my back my
Fucking heart.