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By Ali Date: 2006 Sep 13 Comment on this Work [[2006.09.13.17.02.15226]] |
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I need to learn to deliberate (not hesitate). In a daydream of recklessness, I pressed send too fast, say 'I love you' too late-- and now, I wonder if I'm trying too hard, or too little. But each is a different matter, in whirl of mismatched hearts, in a sphere of two separate faces. Maybe it was just a matter of trust, just a method of testing what could be true-- I didn't know, And now, I don't even claim to. And if I could, would I douse the coals, burn the letters, or simply relinquish my inculcated sense of fancy? It could be damnation, but more likely, it is fear. |