By no white flag
Date: 2006 Oct 25
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[[2006.10.25.08.17.959]]

missing you

Missing you..
You called me again last night
we talked..
did some reminiscing
the silly names
our favorite songs
you slipped,and called me baby
came naturally too you
I almost called you honey once
but,,
too start again with you
I know it would be comfortable
not having too start from scratch
but,,the reasons we are not..
remain,
I cant give in
I miss you,so very much
you could always make me smile
and laugh out loud,
its lonely in my little world
more so with out you in it
we have had a few new beginnings
so,,ends come with that too
the beginning part is easy
its,,the ends thats hard to do
I have learned a lesson
from our last end till now
not too fill your space with someone
not just anyone will do
a waste of time,
was I just biding?
waiting for you?
I don't think so,,
a phone call,from me
you would be there for me
but,,I am more than stubborn
I know in my heart
its not right
so, stay in my farewell space
altho I miss you so
for each of us ,
a new someone
may take a little time
I'm not looking for a replacement you
or a someone too fill my time
I hope he has some of you
the parts I will always love
and miss,,
like I am missing you right now
would be so easy too give in,
start again with you
but,,if we did,,,I know in my heart
another end..
some things we just cant change
so,lets be friends forever
I like you very much
some love remains forever
my heart was yours for a while
and I had yours,maybe still
but,,this end is forever
I'm crying,missing you
but,
,it's the right thing to do.