By no white flag
Date: 2006 Dec 07
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Christmas memorys

Christmas memories.

wonderful,happy fun.
of christmas past,till then
sudden death,, my only brother
dec 19th,,
that Christmas,,so sad,
words cannot tell
the look on my parents faces
my mums,,haunts me still
christmas morning,,the tree,
gifts for him,, from him..
that day,I remember too well.
the next year,,I lost my dad in march
my mum,august..
tho other factors..
broken hearts,,broken spirits.
played a part,,im sure.
A beatiful holiday,, season too feel joy
but,, sad for me,guilt? im still here?
The sadness is lifting this year.
Good memorys of christmas past
And hope.for sweet love too prevail,
Make new memorys, remember good old.
The christmas music sings too me.
I put up a tree.
Some old decorations,
with memorys of love
some new,just too make us smile.
So, if you read this,, dont think its not about love
it is,,love and memorys.past..present..and future.too make.
so,,as i remember,,ill smile,as I live for today,a grin so wide
and for the future..that joyful feeling.. I hope,, of
christmas, everyday,,
So,,thank you baby,, for lifting the veil of sadness.
you give my heart a smile.


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If you were going to die soon and had only one phone call you could make, who would you call and what would you say? And why are you waiting?
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