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By cj king Submitted by hairdiva Date: 2007 Feb 04 Comment on this Work [[2007.02.04.20.14.5331]] |
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"In becoming a machine, one has to get up each morning at 5am and spend two hours becoming a machine". I found this written on a notebook beside my bed, in a scribble not my own, and it scared the hell out of me. I don't remember writing it, but I'm the only one who could have. Does this mean my subconcious writes to me in the middle of the night, telling me what I need to do to survive? Do I have an alternate ego that awakens at night and tries to keep me alive? Once again, am I okay? Is my heart dying a slow, deliberate death under my subconcious' close observation? Is there hope for me? Or do I just give in? |