By Ali
Date: 2007 Feb 09
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[[2007.02.09.15.30.24332]]

Eclipsed

The silence comes together
like a tapestry, a collision
of experience, revelation
upon revelation--a voice
I had exercised, only to revive,
stitched together
by...by what?  

I look, only to recognize
the evidence, a tendril past
that was undone, eclipsed
in the depths of an inadmissible
goodbye, offered
but not exposed.  

There are years I fail to grasp, and questions
abound, infecting like a plague, and you--
you did not survive it,
always scraping
logic from the walls of intent,
pressed upon by the world
to pose the answer before the question--
but love could not be
reasoned out, or matched
a shade above or below
connection--no,
love was an irreconcilable difference
that I wasn't sure
existed.

Now, you draw out
the devastation, the contemplations
I never knew I didn't know, arching backward
to begin the beguine, beguiled--
you speak
the words I want, but do not,
explode the inner circus, saying
you did not survive it, the combustion
of choice, possibility, and reality--

Do you really think
that I did?