By cjking
Submitted by hairdiva
Date: 2007 Mar 05
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Expectations

It's times like these I don't know
which way is up
And I wonder of the dance
In which we all spin around.

I never wanted to grow up
Perhaps I still have not
But I know this for sure:
I am not that much unlike the rest of you.

Love destroys me, piece by piece
But I keep coming back for more
Like a junkie, absent their needle
I yearn, I am brought to me knees.

Just to have that feeling again
I tell myself to stop, just stop
But I look around and see the world coupled
Their own fix for each other.

I work on rehabilitating myself
I can white-knuckle my life away
And let's face it, really.
If I've made it this far, can I not make it the rest?

Who says I am not my own entity, entire of myself?  
Who says I need not sleep alone?
Who says?