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By lena Submitted by lena Date: 2007 Mar 07 Comment on this Work [[2007.03.07.03.17.22061]] |
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we started talkin when i was what...15? and now I'm 20...so thats 1,825 days that I've known that you exist... I probably stood you up like..10 times,right? ...so thats 20 times that I initially made you doubt me and doubled your pain... but you still dealt with me... I'd disappear for 4-6 months and then call or text you ...so thats like..atleast 8-12 times a year that you would gain hope about us and then be let down again... but you still dealt with me... we stayed on the phone for over at least 3 hours some nites..just breathing or talkin about our could-be future.. so that was 180 minutes each nite wasting our precious time.. i met you all of zero times but i knew,that you,tyree were the one but it took 1 phone call from you to let me know that you were through with playing my little game so...me without your feelings(since thats all i really had) equals one sad chic.. who now realizes that playing with ya emotions and hardening ya heart leaves me with 0 chances of getting close to you ever again. -clearly men lie,i lie,but these numbers dont. lo siento papi y te amo para siempre,--lena. |