By redplasticroses
Date: 2007 May 01
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[[2007.05.01.00.42.3491]]

Restless

3 am
awake and wondering
why I replay the moon
going through all its cycles
realizing how silently one
month slips into another
unnoticed

same street
same life
different years
they pass too quickly
without a sound
under the same moon

Instinctively
you understand
the importance of every day
I've always admired
that about you

I wish I knew exactly
how many I had
perhaps there'd be
an urgency to spend them
savor them
ante up in the game of life
before the whistle blows

I think of you often
Your desire to be around water
I even look for your reflection in puddles
You who are one with the sea
I understand
it is part of who you are
yet a part never shared with me
who would ask a duck not to float
Or a bird not to fly

The sound of water
lapping against the shore
quiets all other sound until
all that remains is
liquid silence
water is much like
a mother's heartbeat
to you.

In another time
our bodies joined together
it was bliss,
no
it was so much more  
skin against skin
touching
music, wine, sensual kisses
I floated to undiscovered land
I thought you joined me
At least in my dreams
you still do
and it is there
a note waits for you
under the big tree by the river
should you return

The moon slips behind the clouds
thunder rolls in with a vengeance
wind chimes beg to be heard
My prayers also look for a willing ear
I am restless
I will never settle for shadows
One thing is certain
A heart unlocked is not necessarily open

How is it that snow,
like love,
falls unnoticed
just as you were
wanted and loved
by me