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By bossy boots Date: 2007 May 22 Comment on this Work [[2007.05.22.11.36.8255]] |
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19-5-2007 Things toke a wrong turn, I tried too hard to work it out and I failed miserably, time after time I tried to avoid hurting you, yet in the very end all I could do is hurt you now, in hopes that I'll avoid getting hurt by you later on. Everything between us is such a blur; I'm so confused and bewildered for you had me chasing after a fading light. You wore me out and left me eaten up, filled with hurt, anger and sorrow. I see you, and all we share is the silence, and the words you once said echo and linger in the back of my mind. For In my heart I held the burden, the secret of knowing what you did, kept it to myself, out of fear that I'd lose you. I look at you and I start to crumble and fall apart, and I try to escape the truth that I no longer have you beside me. I break down in tears and you reach out and hold my hand, I become so tense and my heart starts racing, so full of fear. Crying, I ask you why, and all I get is the silence, that ugly quiet sound that makes me wonder, what went wrong and what's going through your mind that you're not telling me. I wonder, yet you say nothing, and all you do is smile at me knowing that I'll smile back at you, for you know that I can't resist your gorgeous smile. Those crazy messed up things that we went through drove us apart, and now I'm left alone with the silence and memories of you that I hold close and dear to my heart. |