By cjking
Submitted by hairdiva
Date: 2007 May 27
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Three Steps Away

If I would have known
At any time, a year ago, five
years ago.  Ten.  If I would have known
what was coming, I would have just closed my
eyes.  Just closed them and told myself to just
Hold on.  Just as I see people around me, all
around me.  I see their eyes, and feel their
strife, feel their life on its edge.  Feel them
standing where I once was.  

Have you ever been on a 72-hour hold?
I have.  And I see the possibilities all around me.  
We all live just three steps away from
going over that edge.  Don't we?  

I want to tell them to just HOLD ON.  
Because everything changes.  The good, the bad.
The sad.  Everything changes.  Holding on
is the act of surviving.  Just closing your eyes,
breathing, and waiting it out.

If I would have known.  
But maybe that 72-hour hold and what led up to it
Was what got me here today
Telling you, telling everybody
To just hold on.
Trust me, just hold on.