By Ali
Date: 2007 Jun 08
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[[2007.06.08.09.35.16081]]

this golden circuit of ghosts

It's all in the consequence,
the shrinking way in which you smile,
a collage of confidence, a deceptive breaking
where you resurrect
some long-forgotten mile:
somehow, it comes back to haunt you.

I could grin, Cheshire and deceiving,
as if I couldn't possibly care
what becomes of you, of me,
or this golden circuit of ghosts
(just another captive
in this reckoning), but I step, stealing,
only to dispel some pocketed despair:
how clever your grasp is slanting,
in this obscure, falsely demure, prayer.

Now, I walk in old miles, treading
in somehow-sacred difference, the dissonance
of desire raging, a stage
we knew before--only
the apparitions vary, like forgiving
hymns pressed in the pages
of a wordless book.

But I have always harbored trespass,
a depthless capacity
for creative destruction: I know
many names for it, conjuring
endless faces--
and if I can, I will
break this, split apart
this inside-out deliverance
looking for your wayward reprieve.
But be careful which fire you take me for,
because some sparks
defy you, strip you, and undo you--
only to prove that you can believe.