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By red eyes and tears Date: 2007 Jul 11 Comment on this Work [[2007.07.11.22.20.30867]] |
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I sent you that email a month ago, and I got no response. I never expected to, really- I know you well enough to know that much at least. but I wish you knew how desperately I want you to respond, even now. I wish you knew how my heart breaks to think of what we had. I wish you knew how unfair you were, and how selfish and cruel... how dare you tell me it would be easier for you if you didn't have to worry about me?? I could have handled it if you told me you just weren't interested in pursuing our relationship anymore... I would have felt better if you had told me you were fucking someone else- ...at least then I wouldn't continue to torture myself and cry pathetically over the biggest loss of my life- You. Wanna know something? it is so much easier to pretend you and I never existed, that the promises we made to each other were never said, and that the dreams we shared were just that- dreams. You made me believe everything, and you still lied in the end. Take Sweden and work and your goddamn superior attitude and go fuck yourself. I deserve better. I just wish you said it first. |